Confessions. A user who remained anonymous shared his harrowing experience: "I was raped for about 2-3 years. On and off. I live on a 4 acre piece of land and it was one of our tenant's son. I was roughly 7-years-old when it started. He was I want to say 11. It started with him convincing me to put his d*ck in my mouth for short periods of time, and when I told I wanted him to do it to mine he knocked me out. Black eye and a busted lip.”
Confessions. "It gradually escalated until he began anally raping me about 1 to 5 times a week. I hung out with him quite often when he first moved in so my parents didn't think anything of it when we would hangout for long periods of time... One day he told me he wanted to go on a bike ride up the road, and so I told my parents I would be gone for a while (this being when i was probably 9-10). As soon as we left my driveway and turned down the street he kicked me off my bike and threw it over a nearby fence that I was way to small to get over. He looked at me then and (god I can still hear him saying it) said 'Alright J*****, here is what we are really going to do today. We will wait for your mom to leave then go back inside and play video games all day…' When my mom finally left he told me that if I didn't go into my house and bring him out my moms [sic] jewelry box and all my money that he would lock me in his room and do it (rape me) until I bled.” He then added, "I did as he commanded and he did it anyway.”
Confessions. User “Arkanea” shared his story. After going to the convenience store for a cigarette run, he was raped by a number of men. "Walking back to the car I was lighting a cigarette when a van came up to me. It was just some guy asking for a cigarette, so I opened my pack and gave one to him. That's when he grabbed my arm, I remembering [sic] trying to pull away. Several other men opened the side door of the van and pulled me inside. They beat the living sh*t out of me, I don't know how long it went on. They took off my clothes when I didn't have the strength to fight. Called me names the entire time, f*ggot wants this, dumb f*ck, worthless. Took turns raping me, the others would either drive or continue to beat me.”
Confessions. Life after his experience, which happened when he was 19-years-old, wasn’t so easy. "Started doing drugs, failed out of college. My sister was having lots of problems with suicidal tendencies, so I just kept it a secret so we could all focus on helping her. Didn't come out about it till I was 23.”
Confessions. But things eventually got better. "I'm 26 now, with a kid and an amazing girlfriend. I feel so lucky that I am managing as well as I am. Therapy and great family have been my life savers.”
Confessions. User “Nedmac86” contributed to the thread, sharing his upsetting experience. "I drank until I blacked out at a friend's house. I walked home alone through Boston at 4:30 a.m. I woke up in my girlfriend's bed with a giant head wound, bleeding out my a**. No memory of the attack, thankfully.”
Confessions. "It initially started when I was six,” user “Alo_Kalo” posted. "My grandmother would watch me and my cousins after school, and sometimes she would go shop real quick and have our eldest cousin look after us. He was 11 at the time... I remember the first time we were playing hiding-go-seek I had followed him. He told me he had another game we could play. I thought he was extremely cool, and wanted to play any game.”
Confessions. He notes that he was too “caught up” in his cousin’s “coolness” to realize that what he was doing wasn’t right. "He asked me to pull down my pants and get into position like a dog, we would be playing Cowboys and Horses. I had no clue... that was the first time it started.”
Confessions. "It ended up continuing on till I was 12,” he added. "I would stay over my cousins [sic] house sometimes, and I would end up sharing the bed with him cause he had the biggest one. Once again I was clueless what was going on was wrong, he told me if I didn't ‘play' with him, he'd tell my mom I was misbehaving… So when we went to bed, he'd wait till his brother was asleep and then tell me to blow him, and he'd end up playing around with me. This continued for a while until I was 10 and I would end up telling him now. At this age I realized it was wrong, and this should not be happening to me.” This user eventually spoke up about his repeated abuse, though it was much, much later on at the age of 21.
Confessions. A user who created a throwaway account shared his story. "When I was 8 or 9 I was regularly raped by my older female cousin. This went on for a year. I usually just took it for a while, lied about the bruises to my parents, and pretended nothing happened. She'd steal her parents adult films, make me watch it with her, and recreate it, and it was mostly a female dominating a male in the video.”
Confessions. He added, "Sometimes she'd show me off to her friends like a toy or something. Everything after all that felt numb, like I'd been through the worst and robbed of my best. I've told my SO and she's helped me heal from it, but it still keeps me up at night sometimes.”
Confessions. Another used reported their experience with a co-worker on the site. "Well I had to [sic] much to drink one night and passed out in the hotel room early into a party. A couple hours when I awoke I was being played with on the floor of the hotel. I soon realised that it was one of my supervisors (working for a big box store so it did not mean much, she often partied with us). I asked her to stop a few times but I was fairly groggy and not too sure what was going on.”
Confessions. Another used reported their experience with a co-worker on the site. "Well I had to [sic] much to drink one night and passed out in the hotel room early into a party. A couple hours when I awoke I was being played with on the floor of the hotel. I soon realised that it was one of my supervisors (working for a big box store so it did not mean much, she often partied with us). I asked her to stop a few times but I was fairly groggy and not too sure what was going on.”
Confessions. "I passed out again for a bit and woke up and she was riding me, bare back,” he concluded. "It is all kind of blurry but I can remember her telling me that she needed to know when I was going to finish because she was not on BC. Now I'm a fairly big guy now but at the time I was fairly skinny and not very strong, and she was not a small lady. Anywhoo I passed out again, I'm not sure what happened after that I have no idea if I finished or even if you can passed out I have no idea.”
Confessions. One user who has since deleted his account said, "I was sexually assaulted as a part of hazing when I joined the high school cross country team. I was pinned down by roughly eight other guys. They pulled down my pants and underwear and took turns 'butt-gouging' me. (Sticking two fingers as far up someone's anus as you can). The process was a good 7-10 minutes long.”
Confessions. "After I had finished crying and wiping the blood away, I went to see the coach and told him what happened,” he wrote. "He told me that it was normal, and now I was "part of the team". I talked to the principle about it, and he wouldn't even call their parents, much less discipline them. When I started crying again and threatened to contact the local media, he said that he would expel me and discredit my story if I tried to do that. It was a pretty prestigious private school, and they had a reputation they wanted to protect.
Ended up talking to about 6 adults at the school. Not one offered to help. I was labeled a ‘chicken' and a ‘rat' for a while after that.”
Ended up talking to about 6 adults at the school. Not one offered to help. I was labeled a ‘chicken' and a ‘rat' for a while after that.”
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